Paper Memory - Visions of Creation, Condemnation, and Redemption
After a near death experience, I lost the ability to visualize. No images. No memories replaying themselves. Just darkness. Then the Visions began. They were the only images my mind could produce. I wrote them down because I had nothing else. Years later, I realized they were not random. They were in order.
I call my Paper Memory a record of Visions that arrived during a time when my mind had almost nothing else to offer. After a traumatic brain injury, I lost my ability to form mental images. I could not picture an apple, a face, or a memory.
I was told to write them down as Cognitive Rehabilitation Therapy (CRT) recordings and to review them, which was meant to help rebuild neurological pathways and strengthen my brain's ability to visualize again. So I did. Every morning after a visual activity (dream/vision) had occurred while I slept,
I woke and wrote down what I saw before it faded. At the time, I thought it was a mental exercise. I had no idea I was recording the outline of a spiritual book. I was, and I am, the Unlikely Messenger.
What Is Paper Memory
Over eight years, the Visions unfolded like chapters of a single narrative. They dealt with questions humanity has wrestled with for thousands of years.
The nature of God.
The origins of creation.
The role of humanity.
The fall of Lucifer.
Why were we created?
The purpose of the woman.
The intersection between science and faith.
And more…
One Vision led directly into the next. They were not sermons. They were not fantasies. They were recorded images given to a mind that had no other images to offer.
The Visions Were Not Random
I am not a pastor. I am not a theologian. I do not have a background in ministry or spiritual teaching.
Since the Visions, I feel I should probably go to church, but I have not been able to return.
I do not fully understand why I was given these Visions or why they stopped. What I do know is that for reasons I cannot explain, I am compelled to get this information out. I concealed these writings for nearly 30 years.
This is not a recruitment effort. This is not doctrine. This is a record of what I experienced, written down as it happened, and shared now because I believe it is time.
The Unlikely Messenger
This book does not claim to hold final answers. It is not meant to persuade anyone or replace any belief system. It explores questions that emerged from recorded Visions given to someone who was not seeking them. Whether those Visions were spiritual, symbolic, subconscious, or neurological is something I cannot claim to know with certainty. But they changed me. They helped rebuild parts of my mind. And the questions they revealed stayed with me long after the Visions themselves ended.
These pages are simply my attempt to share what I saw.
Nothing more.
Before You Read
Chapter 1, "In the Beginning," is available for free. Enter your email, and I will send it to you.
Read the First Chapter
I recorded a reading of the first chapter. You can listen here.
